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Mon, Mar. 9th, 2009, 08:36 pm
Fine,... i know i am lazy as hell... Now in unis, nothing changed still.. Last min doing essay... shit....
Fri, Aug. 29th, 2008, 02:32 pm
3 hours ago received a call from "F".. she passed.. damn her... i went back & checked my mail box but there is nothing.. Dread is churning in my stomach... beads of cold perspiration appeared on my hands & my eyes mysteriously damp.. i hate this.. perhaps i ought to just concentrate in going to the other major instead of this since i am such a lazy asshole.. This anxiety sickens me..
Watched it last sunday. Was expecting it to be sinister& cool cuz of the trailer. bOY.. It was siniter yes & cool but the degre of depth is startling .. WHoa... I was so not expecting to be sweating out in my seat while listening to Jocker's maniac cachinnation & those drama & political theories & morals & so on.. My head hurts after watching the movie. It brilliant & i gotta say, Heath Ledger truly wasa wonderful actor that earned those money he get!! (The Horror! ) I did not even know he was inside the movie. Heath Ledger was not in the movie, Joker was. Make up , clothes & CG can only do so much.. Heath's Act just make the best out of them with his acting & breathe a life ( not sane of course..) to the movie. I am so in love with him righ now. It so sad that he was not around anymore. Just when he was showing the world just how good he was as an actor ( i actually hated brokeback mountain so this movie actually make me love him after hating him.. a miracle feat..) Well, he did leave after he had shown the world just how wonderful he was so its not that bad i suppose. Anyway, christian bale is so not the main role in this movie... ITs heath Ledger....  (ICONIC)   
Sun, Jan. 13th, 2008, 12:55 am
I am iN LOVE with this song. Its an OST from k-drama called 'Que Sera Sera'. Not that interested with the drama but the songs RocKS!! Trying to find the mp3 but kinda hard to get it.. It was sung by w & whale.. never heard them..
Sun, Jul. 29th, 2007, 12:14 am
I had an arguement with my eldest sis just now. While i had had arguements that were much more volaitle, i still found myelf hating her with a depth that frightens me. I truly believes that whatever she & my 4ht sis were talking about are full of nonsence. Such an example would be on last thursday where that bitch got into a fight wiht her husband (deserve it) she joint us for dinner. Throught the time, she & my 4th sis complained to mom abt brother & my 2 nd sis with lots of praise for father & lots lots of self-bragging. It sickens me to no ends throughout . How can they be so evil, this is precisesly how they treat me when i was having trouble with my student pass, that it by complaining to EVERYONE TWICE OR MORE abt the same matters, my 2nd sis was useless. Yes i dont like my 2nd sis w/ her bloody husband cuz i think they watch my gay porn in my comp & when they enter my room, they juz use my compt as if they own it.. so yeah i HATE them ... ALOT.... but still, do u need to brag abt urself so much.. & really, u dare to say that you are TEACHING me... What kin of BS is that?!?! Teaching means calling them shit, fuck.. degrade them to no ends.. yeah ..THAT BITCH Is so getting it when i am older. I wish she will end up hated by everyone. She . i believe.. so deserve to be scolded insulted & degraded in front of millions of ppl so juz to realize to think when talking to others. I can guarenteed tt she at e moment is talking/ complainin to mom abt me.. BS THINGS: -She mentioned abt me wiht my wges, well SHE FORGOT ABT IT FOR 4 MOINTS! OF COURSE I M GONNA BE ANGRY ABT IT!! ITS NORMAL!!! Afterall, she promised me that!! - She say ' if u dotn talk back to me, i wont lose so much control' = be real okay, u r a bitch so just admit it already.
Sun, Jun. 10th, 2007, 06:47 pm
I LOVE ORLANDO BLOOM! Juz finished watching Pirates of the carribbian's Sea : At world's End & was blown away by orlando bloom maturity & the fantastic if disgusting details of the whole set.  Lovelly movie though i disliked the ending cuz * Spolers* Wll Turner got seperated with his wife of a day- Keira Knightly- after 'fianlly' killing David Jones. Will bcome the captain of the cursed ship & thus only able to meet his love once every 10 yrs  ! THATS SO SAD! The only consolation we have is that they have well a few hours to consumate their marriage but STILL! Jack sparrow is well.. free.. but will & his wife got stuck in that sad predictment that makes me.. argh.. feel its so unfair.!!  Anyway, the best thing of the movie is the visualisation ; Orlando Bloom + the darn believable setting. Orlando being HOT         Of course the once to be hailed as hero is Orlando since he has grown so much from Legolas, the blonde elf to even his first appearance in Pirates' movie.  It touches my heart to see him grow to be so very fine in the world where young & fresh is the code & rule to be followed. Oh my orlando.. u really are handsome. 'Nuff said.  GD LUCK in E future. Hopefully u will get better.. 
Thu, May. 31st, 2007, 04:11 am
Økay.. In less than 6 hr i am gona sit 4 an exam that i havent studied 4. Its a straight road to death yet i cant find any strength to fight it. If i fail, at least i know its cuz of myself- how comforting. Its really sick to be me.
Fri, May. 11th, 2007, 11:23 pm
Watched 200 Pounds Beauty (미녀는 괴로워) – a romantic comedy based on Japanese manga by Suzuki Yumiko, “Does Beauty tell your fate or what?” - on u-tube few weeks ago & love it. Was debating on whether to get plastic surgery for myself but then exam is coming so all is shelved up somewhere. Right now, i really really want to find the comic Does Beauty tell your fate or what?” by suzuki yumiko but it's like non-existed.. I plan to ask in kino.. hopefully they have the stock.. Btw, kim ah jung is like soo.. pretty there. Darn, i want to be her!
Sat, Apr. 14th, 2007, 12:11 am
When I get older losing my hair, Many years from now. Will you still be sending me a valentine Birthday greetings bottle of wine. If I'd been out till quarter to three Would you lock the door, Will you still need me, will you still feed me, When I'm sixty-four. You'll be older too, And it you say the word, I could stay with you. I could be handy, mending a fuse When your lights have gone. You can knit a sweater by the fireside Sunday mornings go for a ride, Doing the garden, digging the weeds, Who could ask for more. Will you still need me, will you still feed me, When I'm sixty-four. Every summer we can rent a cottage, In the Isle of Wight, if it's not too dear We shall scrimp and save Grandchildren on your knee Vera Chuck & Dave Send me a postcard, drop me a line, Stating point of view Indicate precisely what you mean to say Yours sincerely, wasting away Give me your answer, fill in a form Mine for evermore Will you still need me, will you still feed me, When I'm sixty-four. -The Beatles, When I’m Sixty-Four Perhaps there is a thing called ever-lasting marriage & love.. I can only hope..
HOLY SHIT!! I got a NEW HP!! HORRAAY!! Pardon for the insanity, i am too happy/jubilant right now. Geezz.. Got that hp ( N73) from My bro, Ko Agus. The other big thing is that its NEW!! YAY! Oh well.. i m so touched and ooo.... brimming with joy !! This CNY rocks!! Mom, dad & grandma is here in SG at the moment. They plan to go for the cruise tomolo or wed.. its still debatable if i will be joining them cuz i really dun wana g but my mom is making me feel quilty if i left her alone w/h gradma ... Oh well.. du talk abt this.. Mock Exam is coming in less than 2 wks & yet i havent sutdy AT ALL! the worst thing is taht i gotta pass at least 2 subj to eligible for the final exam! THAT SUX BIG TIME!! ANYway.. THANKS U BRO!! Luv U!! ^_________________^
Wed, Dec. 27th, 2006, 06:32 am
oh gosh.. i just lost $6 ! *CRY* Am feeling so low now, ashamed of own carelessness & frustated at the greediness of others. I really should not have left the money on the front pockets of my jean.. i know it cann easily slips out yet i still do it. The worst is that i got back my $ 2 but not the rest... *Neauseous* I think the mother daughter that sit at that place where i had put my things briefly before realizing than i lost my money...... Oh, i can only balme my own carelessness. Moreover, youtube is somehown inaccessibale for me so there isnt any ways that can bring up my spirit.
Sun, Nov. 12th, 2006, 02:37 pm
Jophiel
So you need Healing (25%), Knowledge (70%), Inspiration (20%), and Strength (62%)? |
Archangel Jophiel is the Angel of endurance, freedom of thought, wisdom, truth, beauty, and illumination of the mind and spirit. He assists us in absorbing intricate information and in dealing with complex matters, and guides us along our aspired spiritual path to enlightenment.
Jophiel, inclined to help us see and maintain beauty in life, is the Patron Angel of artists and helps them in every step towards the completion of their work. Also, he loves those using inventions, discoveries, or revolutionary ideas for the greater good of humanity, and gives them special support, for as well-meant as the efforts of a pioneer often are, success will seldom come without doubt and humiliation.
Jophiel shares with us his wisdom and selfless patience that will strengthen us at times when we are close to resignation, and encourages those who are wishing to make a change that seems impossible to do to keep going. He teaches that everything can be made possible.
Striving and struggling souls, continuously searching for solutions and answers will find the strong and unshakable support they need in Jophiel, which goes for spiritual matters as well as earthly problems calling for solutions. He comforts those that were denigrated and abandoned, unwearyingly staying by their side to light their way and lead them out of hopelessness and despair. Jophiel is also concerned in beautifying the planet by cleansing it of pollution and lends his assistance to those engaging in the vital mission of helping our environment.
A Bit of Trivia:
Jophiel is one of the two Angels assisting Michael in battle, the other being Zadkiel. Just like Gabriel and Ariel, Jophiel is sometimes referred to as female.
Jophiel - Michael - Israfel - Raziel - Ariel - Uriel - Gabriel - Raphael - Zadkiel - Jeremiel |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 99% on Healing |
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You scored higher than 99% on Knowledge |
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You scored higher than 99% on Inspiration |
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You scored higher than 99% on Strength |
| Sun, Oct. 29th, 2006, 10:06 am
halloween
o god.. last night is so embarrassing.. I went to a club ( 1st time!) reserved for my class halloween party w/o bringing an i/c so i was forced to take a cab home to get it. Fortunately my sis brought me over there so my mood is salvaged. There is this cute teddy that i bought in spotlight the day before yesterday and i stab it with a plastic knife with blood splattered al over it and i brought it along, calling myself a bear-killer. everything was normal, drank a couple of screw driver n coke ( zeez $12 for a glass of coke?!?) I suspect i was tipsy when i agreed to dance with all the gals and then i could not control myself. I started dancing like crazy numerous times. It started for several minutes before i got into just moving in small measured movement BUT after that is all uninhabited dance that i am displaying to the whole club! GASP! The worst thing is that i am not pretty nor skinny. I dance till like 1.30 am before deciding to leave. My friend did mention to me that some mutual friend suspect i am a regular patron to nightclubs ( ironically i never did attend such places till that night and neither did i dare to dance around people b4) I did not bother about it till this morning.I just soo want to dig a hole & bury myself there. The big thing here is that i just shamelessly gratifying in the music like a lunatic without realizing that my kind of body will not look good when dancing. Gawd, my body never looks good -Period! Shoot! Anyway, HAPPY HALLOWEEN ! ^_^
Tue, Oct. 17th, 2006, 08:12 am
and i skip my leeson bcuz of this... What a day...
Sat, Aug. 19th, 2006, 02:54 pm
Today is hell... Last thurs i sent my comp to be repaid cuz it's infected with virus. Didnt dare to say anything to family so well.. i tell them the half truth such as i wana upgrade that piece of junk to have a dvd writer.. Then THAT person juz gotta found out. Why Wh~y cant she juz be gone.. She muz went on and on abt a bloody project that she MUST finish this weekend and that whenever she wants to use the comp it would always be unavailable... Heck if i knoe. She is WORKING! wad project can she haf.. she brought that labtop last weekend to home and neva even TOUCH it.Now she claim it is IMPT.. Like last nigh, on her way to bedroom, she asked ORDERED me to fetch pecil and calculator. In a moment of kindness, i gave them to her while jokingly added that he is very lazy.. than she reply me by saying at least not as lazy as u.. My blood boil not cuz of e remark no matter how rude it was but cuz of that face whrn i stare at he.. that snotty expression she had that night. and that bloody "am i not wron?' expression makes me want to kill her.. I bllody swear to god i WILL go to an OVERSEAS schl to study NO MATTER HOW HARD. i have ENOUGH of this life. Its not to please others for confirm. Exam eill be less than a year from today. I hope WILL get the result ot go far far away from that bitch. Hopefully wont c them till a long long time later where i wont be under her step anymore.
MY RESOLUTION : GET THE RESULT TO ENTER *THAT SCHL* & LIVE OVERSEAS !!
| The Keys to Your Heart | 
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
This is total fuck up... pls take not.. this is MY COMMENTS and i dont claim the ownership of the character and bk mentioned.. Dont try to f*cking pkay with me... I just finished reading paradise kiss by ai... that i managed to leech i internet *somehow* I am totally enjoying it till the last part where i began to regret ever reading this book.. Fuck it..... Why must caroline ditch george...?????????? Why cant she stick to him... did she know to make things works u need to face that TROUBLE... like arashi.. he raped the gf but she stills stick with him cuz she truly try to accept him bad or good,.... caroline/yukari is too selfish... The beauty in you is polished due to george not the man that after breaking up w/h george for 10 yr.. u agreed to haf honeymoon in america....WHY !????? I failed to comprehend this ending... Mybe by leaving japan means u wont b that reconizable.. but u will get the chance to b international supermodel not only in japan.. lets not forget the man yukari felt the breaking of heart into million of pieces will never came again. EVER! HE EVEN ASKED!!! Why .. the heartbreak and total crazy ride willl be something that is totaly unbelievable..... and he did took ur virginity after all... and make u look fucking gorgeous in ur 1st runway show... I suppose the presence of that 3rd party is juz too much and shaken ur view of george reliance & love for u.....Whatever.. i juz hate u... if i were u, upon realizing that he left me a bunch of clothes..his vulnerable collection that he never want to part with to be with u.. i would straigt away fly to him .. after i make sure i got a job there.. as a model ..its beeter not to depend on a guy too much... but b w/h him notherless..........i hate yukari and i wished i never read this thing..........
picture is beautiful..
Raziel
So you need Healing (31%), Knowledge (80%), Inspiration (50%), and Strength (37%)? |
Archangel Raziel is the Angel of mystery, mystery, and more mystery. Luckily, he is willing to share his secrets with mankind whom he brings the gift of wisdom and knowledge. He inspires us to learn from our experiences as we go through the different stages of our lives, and to work to improve our understanding at all times.
Raziel offers special support to those who seek to learn, and encourages us to ask questions so that we may illuminate our mind and spirit and come to know the truth about the wonders of life. He is a magnificent teacher who helps us grasp complex matters with ease. At the same time, he guards knowledge from those that are not ready to receive it; there is a time for everything, and disturbing the order by rushing and forcing things against their natural flow has seldom done anyone good. That’s why Raziel also teaches us to study with “more haste, less speed.”
Raziel the personification of divine wisdom and the Patron Angel of those who wish to understand esoteric material, engage in alchemy or manifestation, or just going through an especially tough time filled with sleepless nights of studying. Also, Raziel presents us with the ability to unlock our subconscious knowledge and memories through meditation and hypnosis.
A Bit of Trivia:
Raziel is officially known as the Chief of the Supreme Mysteries. He is the legendary author of "The Book of the Archangel Raziel", wherein all celestial and earthly knowledge is set down, which was said to be given to Adam so he may learn all there is to know about life and the secrets of the universe. Raziel appears quite tall and has large sky-blue wings. He is the ruler of the planet Neptune.
Jophiel - Michael - Israfel - Raziel - Ariel - Uriel - Gabriel - Raphael - Zadkiel - Jeremiel |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 16% on Healing |
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You scored higher than 87% on Knowledge |
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You scored higher than 38% on Inspiration |
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You scored higher than 13% on Strength |
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Tue, Jul. 4th, 2006, 01:13 am
catching up
Alamak, it has been darn DARN loNG since i update. What a lazy bum i was being. Life pretty much stabilize after e approval of that thing.. The one irritating issue is that good things always came at the same time, making me confused and so very tempted. Overseas or in country. Shit! However, things are getting better. All that is left is my hard work and the dreaded examinations in april next year. Whoever up there... wish me luck....
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